Silent Type of Girl

I am a silent type kind of girl 

I wonder if I can see what's life about 

I hear people hustling in everyday life 

I see fairies guiding me today 

I am a silent type kind of girl 

I pretend to be free of problems 

I feel sad in my life 

I worry for my families life and future 

I cry to those who die 

I am a silent type kind of girl 

I understand life is difficult 

I dream it was easier 

I try to make the most of it 

I hope I can make a difference 

 I am a silent type kind of girl

Roll of Thunder...

Roll of thunder hear my cry

as I am one step closer to my end

I can feel everything surging through me

and there is nothing that can stop it

I do not want it anymore

please let there be light!

Roll of thunder hear my prayers

as I am one step closer to falling apart

I do not understand all this frustration

I feel lost in deep thoughts of despair

I cannot take it anymore and

it is all falling apart layer after layer!

At last I feel peace within me....

Roll of thunder my life belongs to God now

life itself means nothing without him

he has given me something worth while

he will always be here in my heart 

he has given me a child

A child to call my own

Roll of thunder it is time for you to depart

as I am no longer alone

there is no need for you to torment me any longer

I will make the most of being a mother

I will make the most of it......